You are never too far gone. God loves and cares about you.

Jeremiah 31: 1-4
This is the way God put it:
“They found grace out in the desert,
these people who survived the killing.
Israel, out looking for a place to rest,
met God out looking for them!”
God told them, “I’ve never quit loving you and never will.
Expect love, love, and more love!
And so now I’ll start over with you and build you up again,
dear virgin Israel.
You’ll resume your singing,
grabbing tambourines and joining the dance.

Romans 5:8 "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."